An annual April experiment in creating a Fake Journal~ FAKE: pretend, simulate; counterfeit; to alter.manipulate.
or treat as to impart a false character or appearance.

A fun exercise in pretending to be someone else, maybe in an alternate universe!

Wednesday, March 27, 2019

Fake Journal 2019

April is fast approaching...
the month where I try to 'fake you out'
about who I am and what my 
occupation is.  Pretending to be
someone else, living in that other 
person's head and viewing things
from a different perspective.

I haven't even decided for sure what
I'm doing this year, but I'm gonna give it
another try.  I'm sorry to say that Roz 
Stendahl will not be coordinating the 
project this year, but anyone who wants to
give it a go is certainly welcome to do so.
Roz's blog posts are still available, so
click on the links in my sidebar for more
information. Also here:

You're on your own, and that's 
not necessarily a bad thing. Roz always
encouraged us to make it our own. 
It's a fascinating concept, to try to think,
react and draw like someone else!

As usual, I will not tell you who my 
character is or what they do for a living, so
you get the chance to guess who "I" am.
I plan to use random phrases and captions
as I have in past years...which may throw
you off the trail! ...and hopefully add
a bit of humor.  Check back in April
to see what the Fake Me 
gets up to!

The public celebration of International Fake Journal
 Month has been suspended indefinitely, but 
certainly it's a project worth trying as 
individual artitsts. 

Here's to year number eight (!) of 
the Fake
Journal project!

Friday, August 17, 2018

Keep on Drawing

Click on any image to enlarge

2018 Fake Journal Wrap Up ~
a very delayed summary of my April 2018
Fake Journal. (prepare yourself for a long post)

My character was an 'Old Woman.'
Who am I kidding?! I am in my 60's, and when I
was a kid, that seemed old to me.  Now that I'm
there, I think maybe 85 or 90 is 'old.'

Consequently, I had an extremely difficult time
keeping this character separate from myself.
"Me" kept creeping fears and desires for
the future.  So I'm not sure that 'me in the future' 
counts as 'a different character.'

I've re-posted all of the pages here, for ease
of viewing 'in order.'

Well, it is what it is.  And the daily
drawing practice is always good.

Thanks to my friend Diana R., who gifted me with
a little spiral bound book with various sized pages
that had pre-printed backgrounds!  It' small. The
pages are about 4 1/2 " wide by 6 1/2" tall.

On day three, I drew my own hand, emphasizing
wrinkles and veins in and effort to make it 
look 'older.'  But maybe my hands already look
old?  They say your hands tend to really show
your age....sigh.  One example of how
much trouble I had making this be a 
character separate from myself.

I thought if my character were in a nursing home,
plants from home might be one comforting thing
that might have been brought with them.

Used myself as a model. Continuing
confusion if this is a character other than me.

Use of Random phrases, quotes, and song lyrics
for added interest, and sometimes ended up 
creating an additional layer of meaning.

I picked "snarky quotes" because I think they
are funny, but it also denotes a fear
that the future 'me' will become a mean old woman.
I know that illness and physical pain can 
make a distinct change in personality
of some aging folks.

My husband's canes standing in the corner
became likely models for the day...

as did my flannel nightgown.

Vintage coffee cup drawn sideways in the
journal, with collage added. (text reference
to doctor's appointment came from an old
flyer for a Red Cross blood drive.)

The doctor's office chair drawing (above) is not 
dated because it was done prior to the month of
 April-in an actual doctor's exam room.  I found it 
tucked away in my purse, and glued it 
into this journal.

I decided I wanted to be able to add collage
to my Fake Journal as well. Drawing over
a vintage music file index card on the left.

This year, Roz Stendahl also provided prompts
and quotes which we could use (or not) on our
pages.  Roz is the creater of the Fake Journal
project, which has been ongoing every April.
Visit the link to read more about the project.

About half way through the month, the stamping
of the date became annoying to me, even though
I liked the way it looked on the page. I just
began writing the date and time.

Sometimes the day would go by me, and it
would be the last minute to get
my page done...note the time on the right-hand page!

I really think we should adopt the "levels"
way of referring to age...

Yes, there is definitely sagging and shifting.

And some of us may just learn to care
a little less about what others think of us.

The oxygen mask was a photo on my phone,
taken at an antique mall.  I had sent the image to
my son in reference to a Dr. Who episode. I thought
it was cool.  The pain reliever needs 
no explanation...

Above, a quote from a TV show, I'm not sure
which one.  It may have been 'Father Brown,' or
maybe 'Midsomer Murders?' 

Did you spot the quote from Clara in a Dr. Who
episode on the left?  "Will there be cocktails?" is
a crucial question.

Maybe this is the end of the story, or maybe not.

Reflecting on my goals for 2018, above all
was to keep it simple. Less preparation and 
little research makes it much more likely that 
I will keep going and finish the project.
I've been doing a Fake Journal in April every
year starting in 2012. The first year I didn't come
close to drawing every day.  This year there
were only two days that I missed creating
pages.  And that's ok either way.  It's for 
fun, not for a grade.  

It seems like the last two years of Fake Journals
were in many ways difficult.  The topic of 
homelessness (last year) was difficult because I
had so much difficulty envisioning what life would be
like.  This year it was difficult because I had 
trouble separating myself from 'me in the future.'
 I learned about myself in the process, and
kept going despite sometimes feeling that
I had chosen a depressing topic!  You gotta
keep your sense of humor, after all...

See you next April!